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Ten Years Later

by Antilav

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1.
Intro 01:20
2.
When the sky is crying When the bitterness of tears Still reminds you of something That you keep inside for years All the leaves have fallen And you want to turn around Can you hear me calling Telling you that love will never die That love will never die That love will never die That love will never die When the night is coming When the emptiness of life Like a septic wound Is poisoning your soul and mind Northern winds are blowing And your skin is shivering But your heart is still warm Remembering that love will never die That love will never die That love will never die That love will never die That love will never die That love will never die That love will
3.
Fall Down 04:53
Be yourself and feel the moment Everything has changed All we have returns to dust Get it right there's no tomorrow Or another day And I'm not the one you trust I don't know what's going on here It's just like a dream All my thoughts become so real When you look through the darkness The darkness looks at you Cause it wants to break your will I fall down Every time you leave I fall down When it comes in nowhere I fall down On promises I give I fall down And the game is over I fall down Every time you leave I fall down When it comes in nowhere I fall down On promises I give I fall down And the game is over
4.
No Hope Left 03:02
A lonesome road disappears On the horizon of our fears It doesn’t matter where we go A seed of hate is sown and grown Into the self-defeating thoughts Our stillborn love is all we’ve got And we are losing what we are No hope has left in our hearts You used to make me lose my breath Surviving lots of little deaths It all seems like yesterday Although we tried to think away But now it’s hard to feel alive It’s like the blind lead the blind Because we’ve torn ourselves apart No hope has left in our hearts Forgotten places know the promises that we will never keep And words just cover our emptiness that we can never fill I want to hold my tears and run away From voices in my head Do you believe that we could start again what we have never had
5.
Going Down 04:04
Welcome to the mental ward Where silence is the best reward Or maybe one of punishments Get rid of your self-reverence Do what they say, say what they want Abandon every hope come on I’m not your enemy or friend I’m just like you a grain of sand I’m broken, I’m going down I’m locked in the cage of doubt I’m waiting for you to come and save me, come and save me I’m broken, I’m going down I’m locked in the cage of doubt I’m waiting for you to come and save me, come and save me, yeah Nowhere to run, no one to blame Life seems to be a stupid game Nothing can die if it is dead And nothing’s left to regret I can’t erase my memories My palms are full of crimson tears It’s always twilight in my place Enjoy the beauty of disgrace I’m broken, I’m going down I’m locked in the cage of doubt I’m waiting for you to come and save me, come and save me I’m broken, I’m going down I’m locked in the cage of doubt I’m waiting for you to come and save me, come and save me, yeah
6.
You gave me wings of love And the stars will warm again You gave me wings of love And the stars will warm again My day is gone, sounds are fading Deadly silence’s all around Many ways (that are never ending) To follow you - it’s in my mind I was afraid of a conclusive moment But you wanted it that way Memories in my heart were dead Shades in darkness broke away You gave me wings of love With the passion life goes on And the stars will warm again I will never lose this game You gave me wings of love With the passion life goes on And the stars will warm again I will never lose this game Ashes of decaying pages Are flying in the frozen wind We don’t need the golden cages The same things will bring us grief I am gathering the splinters Of invisible black wall Our feelings are as cold as winters And there is nothing anymore You gave me wings of love With the passion life goes on And the stars will warm again I will never lose this game You gave me wings of love With the passion life goes on And the stars will warm again I will never lose this game Wings of love You gave me wings of love With the passion life goes on And the stars will warm again I will never lose this game
7.
I know you still remember me And how it used to be Much better than your brightest dream Or any fantasy But then my nightmares came true It tears me apart Alone in the dark I'm asking where you are I am walking on my own Let the rain fill my soul I will never see your eyes And the heavens mourn for us Imagine that some part of you And some part of me Live in the realm of our love In serenity Where our dreams are coming true Where we can touch the stars But in the dark again I'm asking where you are I am walking on my own Let the rain fill my soul I will never see your eyes And the heavens mourn for us
8.
Falling Snow 03:42
Life seems to make no sense And dreams are dying in your broken heart And poisoned soul The times of innocence Have passed and things are getting more bizarre Without control One day you see the falling snow And feel that you are not alone Somebody is thinking of you now Night seems to have no end Tomorrow never comes for you and me Owls never sleep We don’t need to pretend Our souls are dancing now in ecstasy Hard to believe One day you look into my eyes It’s never time to say goodbye When the snow is falling One day you look into my eyes It’s never time to say goodbye When the snow is falling
9.
Stay with Me 03:45
Moon and stars will never shine Because my love is blind And I can’t wait to see you here again by my side The hours we are apart Are torturing my heart And every time you leave I’m whispering Stay with me Together you and I Stay with me And this will never end Stay with me And let my soul fly Stay with me You are my only friend Like a silly butterfly Attracted by a light I’m burning in your arms from dusk till dawn and every night I’m covering your skin With kisses breathing in Your every puff and I can’t keep from screaming Stay with me Together you and I Stay with me And this will never end Stay with me And let my soul fly Stay with me You are my only friend Stay with me Don’t break my aching heart Cause I will not survive With every drop of blood I’m giving you my life Stay with me Together you and I Stay with me And this will never end Stay with me And let my soul fly Stay with me You are my only friend
10.
Let me tell you a fairy tale With no happy end Meet the beauty and the beast They live in Magic Land But the beast will never be A prince as you expect Something’s going wrong with them The princess will be dead Rain will wash away her pain And roses on her grave Will never bloom again Despite his tears and rain You can’t fix a broken heart And you can’t turn back time Even in a fairy tale People may have died We will reap what we have sown Chaos and disorder There’s no mercy in the world A murder for a murder Rain will wash away her pain And roses on her grave Will never bloom again Despite his tears and Rain will wash away her pain And roses on her grave Will never bloom again Despite his tears and Rain will wash away her pain And roses on her grave Will never bloom again Despite his tears and Rain will wash away her pain And roses on her grave Will never bloom again Despite his tears and
11.
Outro 02:07

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Start with the "Intro" and plunge into the atmosphere of a gothic fairy tale. This second full-length Antilav album tells us the story of a beauty and a beast without a happy ending. The beast remains a beast, but the beauty disappears. Each song is a flashback to moments of love, despair, and sadness.

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released December 4, 2020

All songs by Antilav
Reading in "Intro", "Fall Down", and "Falling Snow" by Jessica Bellhouse
Cello in "Fall Down" and "Outro", mixing and mastering by Gleb Rogozinsky from Last Activity (lastactivity.bandcamp.com)

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